Skyleredwerds’s Blog
My Mind At WorkOMG PEEPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay so listen!!! So I went to this preschool when I was younger and I had this best friend his name was Brian okay. Anyway he was like my best friend ever until sadly we then moved up to kindergarten and had to go our seperate ways, awww tear (but no seriously it was sad). So I got a big yellow package today in the mail and I opened it!! And inside that big yellow package was a DVD and a paper invitaion. AFTER LIKE EIGHT YEARS HE INVITED ME TO HIS FREAKIN 13TH BIRTHDAY PARTY, HOW FREAKIN AWESOME RIGHT?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!? Anyway the DVD was a video invitation (dude seriously????) and so I put it in and it is a little power point of him baby pictures and then A PICTURE OF ME AND HIM SHOWS UP ON THE FREAKIN SCREEN OF HIS FREAKIN BIRTHDAY INVIATION!!!!!! Yeah it’s true a picture of both of us was on the picture slide show when we were in preschool (look at those chubby cheeks) and I was like freaking out I was so happy. But my only question was that picture in there to get me to go? And does he want me to go or is it just his parents being nice? I don’t know you tell me.
Do Not Say That
I walk a little slower, watching you with each careful step.
I take a little longer, as you move through the crowd.
I let my eyes skip carefully from you back to the ground.
Once you have noticed me, your words ringing in my ears with a beautiful sound.
Almost like rituals I do everyday.
I wait for you to say……….something.
You do, like you’re in my head.
It hits me like a brick made of lead.
You say the name of some other girl, the one I think’s a rat.
My stomach pangs hard like my heart, because all I could manage to say is
Please do not say that
One Thing You Hate
One thing you hate. Knew you should not have taken that bate. Regret the day you did.
One thing you hate. Best freinds name is Kate. Hated that girl the day you met.
One thing you hate. Met them through your very best mate. Wish he wasn’t.
One thing you hate. Knew your heart would skip one beat to late. Turned out that way.
One thing you hate. Walked over them, with such grace, you looked a skate. Thats was the key.
One thing you hate. We all know who it is. It’s me.
One thing you love. Felt you flying above. All the others.
One thing you love. Never before like a black dove. Liked it that way.
One thing you love. Best friend of yours puched and shove. Ended up good.
One thing you love. We can all see.
We know who it is. It’s me.
He Said Hi!!!!
Okay so listen. My friend has a friend and he is kindof my friend to but he is totally and completely adorable. It’s kinda sad cause he’s not really in any of my classes. But anyway he’s pretty adorable (by the way he wear glasses!!! SCORE!). So he’s known for not being the nicest person, but today after school as I walked down the hallway, I spotted him at his locker, putting stuff in his backpack. I look at him, and he looks up. Then I look away and walk a little more. Then it happened. He said, “Skyler,” and then I say, “Jess,” and then he says, “You walking home with Andy today?” (My other friend) “No,” I say. “Oh, well it was nice talking to you,” he says. “Yeah you too,” I smile at him, and then turn and go to my English class to fix a problem grade in my online home grade book. So he didn’t necessarily say “Hi” but he talked to me!! How awesome is that!?!
NO.
Look at this word. How mean is it? I mean really really look at it, very closely. What does it mean? NO is like the worst word to EVER use. I find it hard to beleive that the opposite of YES is a good word. So NO. Probably my least favorite word. That’s kind of weird too cause, I use it a lot.
The Ultimate Cuteness of Glasses
Is it just me or are glasses like the most adorable thing? I wear glasses, Calvin Klein split color rectangle frames. I totally love my glasses. But I must say I think I look better without them. But overall I love them. Other than my glasses lets talk about guys who wear them. Now I’m not referring to round wire frames, I am talking about dark rectangle ones, with white slices on the sides. Oh my God, how adorable is that!!??!! And those frames, no not for girls, what I’m trying to say that GUYS who wear glasses are adorable. Of course they have to be the right ones. None of that Harry Potter type stuff, the cute ones. And the guys who wear them, ultimately dark hair, nice jeans, a hoodie, and some converse. Along with a backpack alway slung over his shoulder, and then the super amazingly cute dark framed glasses. So let me end this on a happy note. Guys who wear glasses are ultimately cuter than guys who don’t. (Well to me 
)
Once Again
Once again you look at me. Once again you smile. Once again you clear my eyes so once again I see a mile. Once again you hug me. Again tight in your arms. Once again you care for me. Again youtwinkle with that same “I love you charm,”. Once again you love me, my heart inside your palm. Once again you love me, it’s enough to make me calm. Once again you kiss me. Softly on my lips. Once again you are enough to take up my entire magnetic pull. So once again you kiss me, and it reaches to my way down into my soul.
Thirteen Reasons Why
I really think I love you. Just wondering if you loved me back, is it something that I said? Is it something that I lack? Is it the color of my eyes, because everytime I talk to you all I get is lies. I really think I love you, so why don’t you love me too? Is what I say to true? Is it something I do? Is it the way I talk? Or the way I take my heart and wrap it in a lock? Do you feel like you don’t like me anymore? You never seem to knock on my front door. Or call me on my phone. I know it sounds really bad but you always use a tone. So tell me the truth and do not dare lie. I don’t think you love me, and this is is thirteen reasons why.
Harvard
It is the greatest school in the entire world. There I said it. Harvard is the best school in the entire world, and it is the school that I am going to be attending when I graduate two years earlier than I am supposed to. I work so hard. Unbelievably hard at that. Someone, acheam, not going to mention any names but because I work so hard he, uhhh scratch that, SOMEONE says that I am boring. Really!!!???!!! I am so not boring. I mean am I boring? I don’t think so, but that’s just me. I work hard because anything less makes me feel like I am a total and complete failure. I will not stand to feel like that. I like what I do and how I do it. And if anyone thinks that I am boring then they should just not talk to me everyday right? I mean SOMEONE talked to me everyday and all of a sudden they pop up with a comment on my personality. God how rude!!! But whatever i don’t not care about him. All I have to say is that I, yes me, work hard because of the greatest school in the entire world
Harvard
Me and Him
I look up,
And glance back down,
His eyes are still there,
So I look up with the greatest care,
But he looks down,
And I run my fingers through my hair.
I see him smile,
And I do too,
But not directly at him,
We are so much alike
In such different ways,
I like to be indoors,
Him to be out,
I’m in the back,
Him in the front,
I knew I had liked him since the very first day we had met,
But what’s funny is,
We have not talked to each other quite yet
